i lost my true friendship...

Assalammualaikum...

First of all.. aku dh raser mmg 'lost' something... dunno why?
aku sedey sesgt...waaaaaaaaaaaaa... ;-((((( ntah nape it's happen 2 me?
i lost my true friendship.. even i still have my family & etc...
i also need friendship... my besfren 4ever... i lost it...
'true friendship' i mean it! dh x tau nk ckp camne coz very2 sadness :-(((((((((((((((((((((
aku dh x hepiii cm biaser.. bowing sesgt..
aku raser x der smgt nk keje... malas jer pepagi nk bangun gie keje...
raser gie keje pn coz trpakser... coz nk bayo utang2...;-((((((((
x der lg kwn yg sanggup dgr aku citer pe2..
citer problem ke..citer pasal study ke... n bla..bla..bla..
sumer bt hal memasing... aku nyesal....
madu yg aku bg.. racun yang aku dapat!!!! 'f-u' ...

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul

Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you,
not over you.

Once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as I have found you.

Very special people
we can be ourselves with,
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with....

" True friendship "