ke mana arah tuju aku-------------------------------

Assalammualaikum...

aku raser aku dh pikir masak2... about my decision...about my work....
aku raser...............................kan.. i will QUIT...............................................
aku raser sedey jugak :-(((((((((((( tapy on the same time .. aku raser hepi gak ".))))))))))))))
coz aku dh lamer keje... almost 9yrs... i'm still staying in this com. :-((((((((((((((
but ... i got nothing... nothing... i mean it... nothing... :-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
truly.... in my deeply heart.... i want to say " i felt demoralized".... seriously......................
but i feel happy too.... i can take care of my chilren with my heart & my soul... ;-))))))))))
i can see, i can talk, i can touch, i can hear & i can do anything with my " amanah Allah"
they all will growing up in front of my eyes.......... ",))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i will be the great mom & wife as i can do......... insyaallah ;-))))))))))))))
i can cook my favourite food...i can do my favourite hobbies.... ( plant, reading, watching, playing & bla..bla..bla....)... but i don't know when i could start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya .. Allah Ya Tuhanku... Ampunkan hambamu yang lemah ini...........
Tenangkanlah jiwa dan semangatku.............
Cerdaskanlah pemikiranku............................
Lancarkanlah percakapanku.........................
Permudahkanlah segala urusanku...............
Insyaallah.................. Amin...........................