hopelessness :((((((((((((

i don't like myself today...

just wanna lay here on my place...

not sleeping, neither awake...

Perhaps this is one of my lazy day...

but the real fact is...

i'm feeling so demoralized...

about everything...

Right now, i wish....

hurmmmmm.... doesn't matter....

hopelessness.......... :((((((((((((((((((((((

my heart was broken..........

very sadnessssssssssssssss :(((((((((((((((((((

my sacrifice....

Assalammualaikum...
sacrifice ....
actually aku sedey sesgt... =(((((((((( don't know how want to start...










lately nie aku asyik dok gaduh jer ngan dye... x tau nape????
ader jer bende salah aku... aku dh fed-up , give-up & etc...
why???? dh x suke kt aku ckp!!!! aku plak raser nk gamok jer!!!
benci!!! dh byk bende aku sacrificed...
aku pon dh x tau nk bt camne... ngan dye...
hopefully dye will change my mind...
do the best for us... for our generation...
i'm blurr right now... Ya Allah plz give me your taufik & hidayah...
show me your way.. show me the truth... give me the clue...
aku igt hari baik .. bln baik... ada improvement... but.....worse!!!
selamat tinggal kenangan......................
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
speechless!

i lost my true friendship...

Assalammualaikum...

First of all.. aku dh raser mmg 'lost' something... dunno why?
aku sedey sesgt...waaaaaaaaaaaaa... ;-((((( ntah nape it's happen 2 me?
i lost my true friendship.. even i still have my family & etc...
i also need friendship... my besfren 4ever... i lost it...
'true friendship' i mean it! dh x tau nk ckp camne coz very2 sadness :-(((((((((((((((((((((
aku dh x hepiii cm biaser.. bowing sesgt..
aku raser x der smgt nk keje... malas jer pepagi nk bangun gie keje...
raser gie keje pn coz trpakser... coz nk bayo utang2...;-((((((((
x der lg kwn yg sanggup dgr aku citer pe2..
citer problem ke..citer pasal study ke... n bla..bla..bla..
sumer bt hal memasing... aku nyesal....
madu yg aku bg.. racun yang aku dapat!!!! 'f-u' ...

Once in a lifetime
you find a friend
who touches not only your heart
but also your soul

Once in a lifetime
you discover someone
who stands beside you,
not over you.

Once in a lifetime
if you are lucky
you find someone
as I have found you.

Very special people
we can be ourselves with,
talk with, laugh with,
hope with and believe with....

" True friendship "

how I spend my money

Money..... Wang... Duit.. a.k.a Pulus
Sume bende kene guna duit.... makan duit... minum duit...
gie jejalan duit..malah nak masuk washroom pong kene bayor gune duit...
So.. dipendekkan citer aku pong ingin 'menyepend' duit aku dgn mmbeli

jeng..jeng... kitchen cabinet... dr aku beli iphone4 ke.. @ ipad2...

mmbazir jerk aku raser...coz dh ader laptop .. pastu kt opis pn dh ader new pc ...

so, dr aku wasting my money dr mmbeli sume2 tuh..

better aku bt 'kc' tuk dapur umah aku!..

Alhamdullilah.. smlm dh gie booked..

tunggu time dier org nk gie bt measurement plak..

pastu reconfirm blk dgn design yg aku pilih tue..

then br gie psg... Yahoo....

x sabo rasenyer nk negok my dapor brtkar wajah..

hehehehehehe.... Pape.. nnt aku post my new 'kc' yek!

my dream kitchen cabinet (konon2nyer)... hehehe..

Year 2011...

Assalammualaikum...


Dear all.....


Long time aku menyepi coz a lots of thing i have to do!... ha!Ha!ha! cam bagus.. Takdelah, cuma aku cibuk skit! coz i got new baby...Yes! my sweettie ..that's my GURLZ! Alhamdullilah ... aku bersyukur sesgt kepada yg Esa... Dgn dugaan & cabaran yg ku tempuhi in this year. 1st thing - aku dpt baby girl (Good News).... 2nd - My pointer dropped (Bad News)...... 3rd - I got involved in road accident (Bad News)... 4th - I received SCL (Bad News).... 5th - My sweetie was warded @ SALAM M/C (Bad News).... what next will happen to me????? By the way aku rase mesti ada hikmahNya disebalik peristiwa yg berlaku....


Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku... semoga Kau berikan hambamu ini kekuatan utk menempuhi hari2 yg mendatang..... Amin............

Dah start keja....

Assalammualaikum...

Hari nie baru masuk Syawal yang ke-5..
Aku dah mula keja hari nie.. punya boring gila..kat opis berapa kerat manusia saja yg ader!
le..ya ramai lagi kat kampung dok beraya sakan...
aku sorang jer dah kena keja..coz cuti pun x brapa ada..
ape2 pun aku hepi jugak coz aku 'kidnap' mami aku dari kampung..
tolong jaga cucu2 dia... coz babysitter depa tgh berpantang...
x sabar nak balik umah..mesti mami aku masak sedap2... hurmmmmmmm....
dah lama x merasa masakan air tangan mami aku... maklumlah aku susah dpt cuti...
Mami... nanti anak mami nie... bawak mami jalan2 bila hujung minggu nie okey...
Mami.... banyak dah pengorbanan mami dah buat kat anak mami nie...
Dulu... cucu2 mami tue pun mami jaga, masa depa mula2 lahir ke dunia nie...
Dan banyak kali jugak mami dtg jauh dari kampung untuk temankan anak mami nie..
bila mana menantu mami kena keja 'outstation'....
Betapa banyak bantuan & pertolongan yg mami dah bagi utk kami sekeluarga...
Anak & menantu mami nie... amat menghargai jasa & pengorbanan mami hingga akhir hayat kami... moga2 cucu2 mami jugak akan berbuat perkara yang sama... insyaallah.....
Kepada ayah... terima kasih kerana membenarkan mami ikut kami....
Jasa baik ayah juga x kan kami lupakan....
Syukur ke atas hadrat illahi... kerana dikurniakan mami & ayah yg memahami....
Terima kasih... & terima kasih semua.................

Syawal

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

Maaf Zahir & Batin...

Semoga semua ceria dan bahagia di hari lebaran ...