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Thursday, March 01, 2012

May ALLAH bless all of us

Assalammualaikum... WBT


Syukur ke hadrat Illahi.. aku masih lagi bernafas hr nie... sihat & still ceria although sleepy skit nih! hopefully aku leh taking care my children menjadi insan yg soleh & solehah serta insan yg berguna di dunia & akhirat... tue la kan.. w/pun kita nie kita rasa gaji kecik.. tapy alhamdullilah me & my family still cukup makan, cukup pakai & cukup segalanya.. cumer x leh nk gie melancong2 ler or bercuti jejauh nun.. just sight-seeing yg dekat2 jer boleh larrr...


Aku tgh dok pening nih!.. aku actually suggested kt hubby aku ttg transfer keje.. tapy dyer buat derk jer!!! haiishh.. geram gak aku.... i miss my hometown & at the same time my mom.... wink2!




Wednesday, February 15, 2012

@@@ Witra's birthday @@@

Assalammualaikum...

Alhamdullilah... Wednesday last next (08 Feb 2012) .. genap my little princess (Nur Layla Witra) 1 year!!! Yahoo... bestnyer.. aku yg excited lebih.. ntah coz she the one and only my daughter kot... yg lg 2 org tue.. my heroes...

W/pun aku x der bt kenduri or makan2 kat umah.. tapy aku tetap celebrated my sweetie punye besday kat KFC.. just beli cake kat KING'S CONFECTIONERY 1/2 kg.. coz kami satu family ader 5 org jer.. nk beli 1 kg nnt cam membazir sgt plak.. Although aku pun bukan mkn sgt kek.. (ye ke statement aku nie.. ) kan aper if dpt cake Secret Recipe nie.. mau melahap aku mkn..




Niat di hati tue muler2 nak gak buat kenduri doa selamat tuk my sweetie & lgpun aku dh abih study.. tapy ntah ler.. silap aku gak.. budget bust.. aku yg dok kerjakan gak.. tdk tue aku planning nk bt kenduri.. pastu siap nk beli cake yg bentuk princess colour pink nie.. sweet sgt..
siap ader goodies bag utk anak2 neighbour or kwn2 yg dtg.. nk jemput mami & ayah aku kt kg..
invite gak bapak & mak mertua aku.. haisshh... all this my faulted... but nk bt camna lg.. bende dah lepas...

K lah.. now aku cuma harap my sweetie will be a good, wise, healthy, safe, pious, perfect aqhlak girl.. ;-DDD...
Next year Insyaallah ibu promise.. ibu nak buat kenduri .. i hope my dream will be come true... ;-))))

Thursday, December 01, 2011

finally...

Assalammualaikum...

pejam celik..pejam celik.. dah 2thn setgh aku study.. dah pun abih... tunggu nak naik stage jer...





time flies... clock ticking speedily...

age increasing... month replace month...


now it is time to determinant everything..... ;-DDD


apakah halatuju aku yg seterusnya... my next level... step forward...
apa2pun aku amat bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi.. krn dgn izinNya.. aku sampai ke tahap nie..
Thanks Allah ... thanks for everything....


Friday, November 11, 2011

When the going gets tough...


Assalammualaikum...



11-11-11 adalah tanggal hari dalam bulan & tahun yg bersejarah buat sesetengah org...

tapy aku tetap aku... macam biasa ... macam selalu... ermmmm.... nape yek!

ramai gak ofismate yg kawen today... so sape2 yg kawen today.. esok, lusa atau nanti...

ingat yer... jgn fikir hidup nie terlalu indah... dunia ini "ana" yang punya...

ingat!!!! akan ada masa ko akan raser langit itu "tinggi ke rendah..."..

akan ader jatuh & bangun... terduduk @ tersungkur...

so... BERINGAT sblm sampai nyer waktu tue.....




just remind to all of you & myself too....

manusia mudah lupe.. nape yek!! manusia mudah lupa asal usul...

manusia mudah lupe kebaikan yg diterima....

manusia mudah lupe kenikmatan yg dikecapi....

manusia memang terlalu mudah sangat lupe.....

Ya Allah.. Ya Tuhanku.. jadikanlah hambamu ini... hamba yang bersyukur... Amin... ;-))))























Friday, August 19, 2011

sedey lagiiiiiiiiiiii........ :-(((((((((((((((((((((

Assalammualaikum......

nape this month.. aku byk kali sedey ntah.... :-(((((((((((((((((( no..no... this year actually...
tahun 2011 nie btul2 menduga sungguh... why???? Allah............................ why???????????
sungguh berat dugaan yg Engkau turunkn pd ku Ya Allah.... mungkin ader hikmahnyer kah?
aku raser sungguh x tertanggung lagi.... sampai biler aku boleh brsabar nie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my friend told me... please be patient..... but i'm give-up now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my working environment very worse right now......... my bosses & my colleagues........................
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

ke mana arah tuju aku-------------------------------


Assalammualaikum...

aku raser aku dh pikir masak2... about my decision...about my work....
aku raser...............................kan.. i will QUIT...............................................
aku raser sedey jugak :-(((((((((((( tapy on the same time .. aku raser hepi gak ".))))))))))))))
coz aku dh lamer keje... almost 9yrs... i'm still staying in this com. :-((((((((((((((
but ... i got nothing... nothing... i mean it... nothing... :-(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
truly.... in my deeply heart.... i want to say " i felt demoralized".... seriously......................
but i feel happy too.... i can take care of my chilren with my heart & my soul... ;-))))))))))
i can see, i can talk, i can touch, i can hear & i can do anything with my " amanah Allah"
they all will growing up in front of my eyes.......... ",))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
i will be the great mom & wife as i can do......... insyaallah ;-))))))))))))))
i can cook my favourite food...i can do my favourite hobbies.... ( plant, reading, watching, playing & bla..bla..bla....)... but i don't know when i could start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya .. Allah Ya Tuhanku... Ampunkan hambamu yang lemah ini...........
Tenangkanlah jiwa dan semangatku.............
Cerdaskanlah pemikiranku............................
Lancarkanlah percakapanku.........................
Permudahkanlah segala urusanku...............
Insyaallah.................. Amin...........................

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Tazkirah Ramadan kat opis...


Assalammualaikum..."))))))

ari nie aku hepi skit... w/pun byk bende yg perlu aku pikir...(psl study,work,my children & bla..bla...)..after dgr ceramah ramadhan kt opis aku..ustaz dzulkarnain a.k.a ustaz kalam suci tue...ler......... best & penuh ngan pengajaran & ilmu.. so..sesume yg dh gie dgr ceramah baru td..(lunch ...kan posa)...btlah the right decision okey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;))))))))))))))))))))))

Ari nie dh masuk 10 ari ........ sume umat Islam brpose .........." ,))))))))))))))))
hopefully sume nyer bjln ngan baik yer... cume pg tadi aku masuk lmbt ke opis coz ader accident atas Elitehway..treler abis hancur..dyer punyer driver ntahlah.. Allah wa'alam... kuar kul 7.30am.. sampai opis kul 9.30am....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... merah lg punchcard aku!!!!!!
so far...aku hepi lg ...coz aku dh bebaik ngan dye... my 1st child..dpt sek kt Sekysen 27(1)... tapy... convo anak aku same date with diagnostic test for standard 1..... cian kt dyer..... coz dyer excited sgt nk bt konsert (persembahan tuk tadika dyer skunk)... sorry.. ibu x dpt nk penuhi
impian abang nak show on that day...coz abang must sit for the test... tapy ibu dh janji ngan abang nak beli robot transformer kan..... sabar yer nak................ ibu syg sume anak2 ibu........",)))))))))))))))